As you are about to enter a room you suddendly stop, you know something is not right. Slowly you cautiously enter and it is unusally still, very quiet. It takes a few minutes to comprehend the scene after the initial shock but, then it hits you, deep in your stomack, your legs that were once strong suddenly feel weak. Someone you care deeply for, or love, has tragically committed suicide, seemingly without warning, and with no explanation.
In the present, the scene you just imagined, felt, is happening over 100 times each day.